I'm not really sure why I picked this photo, other than the fact that it is reflective of Ty's sense of humor. Those of you who knew him probably can see that.
Tonight is really, really, really, really (I could go on....) difficult. A year ago tonight we all gathered at Tyler's bedside to say goodbye. He actually passed away on November 6th, as it was after 1:00am when it happened. It has been a year and I still can't believe he's gone. I can still see him so clearly. I can still hear his deep voice. I can still hear his laughter and it makes me smile.
We're leaving for New Orleans tomorrow and we've been working on our new house all day. The distractions are huge and they are welcome, but they are fleeting. Tonight when I lay down my head and all is quiet, I will think of where I was one year ago tonight...and my heart will break all over again.
If you live in Indy, take a look at the November 6th Indy Star. There will be an ad in the 'In Memory/Obituary' section. If you don't get a paper, you can probably find it online. I miss him so much.
I love you, Tyler.
